Crazy shopping!!!!! the deals were insane Express had 40% off everything.
It was my first black friday. I thought I was going to get trampled but they mall was as crowded as it usually is. It wasn't bad at all. We got there at 2 am. First store we went to? ummm we went to wetseal found nothing. Then Pac Sun had a crazy deal of buy one pants get the 2nd FREEE I was like whoooo hooooo!!!!! lol I feel bad b/c my lover really likes express & he spent all his money at pacsun & hot topic. Express was the last store we went to. I feel bad b/c he didn't know they were going to have everything for 40% off. I tried to buy him something but he wouldn't let me. I pouted around the store. I BOUGHT SO MUCH I FEEL LIKE A SELFISH PERSON :( although I did get stuff for my brother & dad. That is all :D

Reminds me so much of my lover. "surely you're in the thunder" -Charmaine revolutionary thought

I did this so long ago, what kind of mood was I in? Just found it while looking in my drafts. it's basically about a girl who is so, so very troubled. she's a wander, thief, soulless person until one night she gains a heart....

I stood in the park watching the leaves roll by,while taking a long drag of winter air. I had been here so many a night. My insomnia was getting worse, many a time I just wandered around. What caused this sick Insomniac? I collapsed on crushed snow under a tree, and quite unexpectedly tears rolled down my checks as I looked up at the moon. What have I become? Living without a purpose. Wandering threw my dreams, I lost all reasoning and Reality & fantasy became intertwined. The winter air bit at my face. But this is why I loved winter, It feels real, I detest the sun & summer. This park has been the only place I feel real. So many times I've told myself "I can't See Tomorrow". A spider crawled on my hand, I was to weak to move it away. Is it going to bite me? Nay it sat on my hand like I was a perch to look at the rest of the world. My tears have long dried up. My heart was fluttering,I was tired. I checked the Rolex I stole from someone I can't remember,Matter of fact I can't remember anything past two weeks. It was five. I let out a long sigh,that disturbed the spider,He eventually crawled away. I slowly slide up bracing my self against the tree, Am I really that weak? The sun was rising quickly now,shining on my face. It's time to walk into a new morn.

Life

Life is great. No matter how you look at it. As humans we need to learn to look past all of the bad times and all of the "BS"we go through.
Life is beautiful and you need to realize it.
Life can be taken away from you in an instant.
Some people never realize how beautiful life is and for them life is truly sad.
I love everything about my life.
I love the pain I love the BS and I even love the times when I get hurt.
Do you know why?
Because that makes the Great times all the more better.

Humans

Why as humans do we never say "Hello" to anyone anymore? People are so caught up with the "ME' in their lives that they never see the wonderful people around them. What happened to helping your neighbor or pick up a child that has scraped their knee? Yet we just walk past, Why as humans have we become reclusive? You know there was this lady whom I saw one day her son had down Syndrome and he was so cute and adorable and no matter how hard I tried I couldn't tell her that her son was cute. I regret that the most because for a parent to have a son with that disorder my compliment would have meant the world to her. He really was cute. We need to put the "Drumbeat back in our hearts". We shouldn't even be considered humans anymore obviously we don't act like it. Have you as a person ever took a few steps back from a person that was retarded? I've seen this behavior in plenty of people at the stores, they always take a few steps back or go the other direction. Aren't we human? I try to say Hello to the most people as possible or give them a compliment cause you know what I probably just made their day. I had a challenge from this person they told me to go tell 10 random people something nice. So I did I told one boy "Hey nice bandanna" He smiled from ear to ear and said "Hey thanks" So my point is that we should all try and reach out to be a little bit nicer or throw out a compliment cause it makes the other person feel better and yourself too.

The Bride of the Water God by Yun Mi-kyung

I am totally hooked on this Manwha. The Art is absolutly lovely and the storyline is compelling. I've read this till my eyes burned XD. I actually came across this Manwha on accident just browsing threw some anime pics when I saw some of the pages and I thought wow this really looks interesting! You should definatly go buy this Manga/manwha you will not regret it!

Photography

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