There is this pain deep inside my chest, that will never go away.
There is this voice in my head that says I should sail away
My heart feels like it is being constricted, I can't breathe.
There is a hole inside my chest, I can't I can't, I can't ........... I see you everywhere, everywhere I go I am remided of you. My heart hurts. I don't want to be alone.
I wan't to wash it all away, but it's stained like blood. I don't want to be alone.
Let me see you smile just once more.
I am truly now...
Loveless
Thoughtless
Soundless.
But I am not MemoryLess.

Rant

I guess I would like to take the time to rant a bit. First I'm so tired but I'm trying. I missed a lot of school last week and I have a lot of makeup work. Then I had this Character in a bag thing which I didn't get to do. I'm running out of time as well. Tomorrow we let out for Christmas break and I have to go to three different classes in the morning and then I have to go and try to get my Deca shirt. Also what's worse is that Don't think that I can Exempt anything or maybe I can. But my absences would hold me back anyways. Also it ticks me off that no one can understand that I wasn't at school for a reason. Only a select few understand. I can honestly say that when I look happy I'm so sad inside but I step up and do what I have to do. Ahhhh I'm just so ticked offfffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just a lil pick me up.

I've been down. So this made me smile.

Flickr.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/insecureproperties/